Sinner
Sinner
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Remember me by my insanity
Forget me for I'll last
Love me for my future
Hate me for my past
Name's Jessica
Just another girl trying to find her way in this god forsaken world. Blog can be funny, depressing, cool, lame or swaggie, depending on the day so just know what you're getting yourself into.
Eating disoreders of all sorts. oops
Cosplayer, Anime lover. SAO, Hellsing
~~~~Spank me and call me god~~~~
I'm so fucking gay
~~~~~~~~~~~~LGBT~~~~~~~~~~~
Confession: I will always love her
"I wonder if you know yet that you’ll leave me. That you are a child playing with matches and I have a paper body. You will meet a girl with a softer voice and stronger arms and she will not have violent secrets or an affection for red wine or eyes that never stay dry. You will fall into her and I’ll go back to spending Friday nights with ones who never learn my last name. I have chased off every fool who has tried to sleep beside me. You think it’s romantic to fuck the girl who writes poems about you. You think I’ll understand your sadness because I live inside my own. But I will show up at your door at 2am, wild eyed and sleepless and try and find some semblance of peace in your breastbone and you will not let me in. You will tell me to go home."
- Clementine Von Radics  (via suchvodka)

(Source: ladymegg, via suchvodka)

"did you forget about the nights when i left you voicemails because you were too sad to pick up the phone
or the times when i told you i loved you no matter how many times you tore my insides apart when you said i wasn’t the one you wanted
it’s been 3 weeks since we last spoke
and i couldn’t miss you more than i do right now
you taught me how to love
but along with that you taught me how to hate
i couldn’t hate myself any more than i do right now because i couldn’t be what you wanted
you taught me to hate myself for being me
but i still love you today
and I’ll still love you tomorrow
because no matter what you do to me
my love wasn’t something you could fucking borrow
i know you picked him
but my god i wish it were me"
- i love you, but i will pretend we didn’t happen because that’s what you want now (via suchvodka)

(Source: st4ysane, via suchvodka)

"

I know that I’m hard to love. Some days I’m all smiles and affection and then other days there’s nothing I want more than to be quiet and lie in bed.

Sometimes I get angry about stupid things and won’t want to talk to you. Other days I’ll think that you’re the most perfect person in the world.

Please don’t give up on me. I know it’s not easy but I’ll always come back to you.

"
- Letters to the next (I hope you try)

(Source: reality-escape-artist, via suchvodka)

"I wonder if you know yet that you’ll leave me. That you are a child playing with matches and I have a paper body. You will meet a girl with a softer voice and stronger arms and she will not have violent secrets or an affection for red wine or eyes that never stay dry. You will fall into her and I’ll go back to spending Friday nights with ones who never learn my last name. I have chased off every fool who has tried to sleep beside me. You think it’s romantic to fuck the girl who writes poems about you. You think I’ll understand your sadness because I live inside my own. But I will show up at your door at 2am, wild eyed and sleepless and try and find some semblance of peace in your breastbone and you will not let me in. You will tell me to go home."
- Clementine Von Radics  (via suchvodka)

(Source: ladymegg, via suchvodka)

"Do it.
Get on the plane, get the train,
Walk 300 miles.
Get to her front door and tell her
“I know this is crazy
But I need you now.”
Our lives are too short to always be sensible,
Get the girl.
Distance makes no difference if your eyes light up when she laughs."
-

FRS. (via sugarhowyou-getsofly)

live by this, always

(via errrinvia)

(Source: lilith-not-eve, via rl-y)

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