or the times when i told you i loved you no matter how many times you tore my insides apart when you said i wasn’t the one you wanted
it’s been 3 weeks since we last spoke
and i couldn’t miss you more than i do right now
you taught me how to love
but along with that you taught me how to hate
i couldn’t hate myself any more than i do right now because i couldn’t be what you wanted
you taught me to hate myself for being me
but i still love you today
and I’ll still love you tomorrow
because no matter what you do to me
my love wasn’t something you could fucking borrow
i know you picked him
but my god i wish it were me"
I know that I’m hard to love. Some days I’m all smiles and affection and then other days there’s nothing I want more than to be quiet and lie in bed.
Sometimes I get angry about stupid things and won’t want to talk to you. Other days I’ll think that you’re the most perfect person in the world.
Please don’t give up on me. I know it’s not easy but I’ll always come back to you."
Get on the plane, get the train,
Walk 300 miles.
Get to her front door and tell her
“I know this is crazy
But I need you now.”
Our lives are too short to always be sensible,
Get the girl.
Distance makes no difference if your eyes light up when she laughs."